As the currents of life have pulled me in and pushed me out again, I’ve lost touch. I haven’t written for years – not here, not anywhere. I think of it often, like a lost love.
I read old posts and feel like I’m having coffee with my former self. Now, 3.5 years into mothering, monumental shifts have occurred — shifts in my interests, abilities, body, sense of style, perceptions of the world, interest in sharing. I am no longer the same person I was when I started this blog years ago. I am far more interested in the inner life of women than the outer garments that cloak us. I want to unpack the evolution that happens when girl becomes mother.
I still love aesthetics. I am the same organization enthusiast with a deep appreciation for beautiful clothing and spaces. All of that is a part of me. But there is more. A new dimension was born with my two children.
A very wise woman told me — you are only evolving, never devolving. The idea that we don’t go back brings me so much comfort and peace. After experiencing difficult periods or major transitions, it is easy to feel behind, like we’ve missed something, or should be elsewhere.
But in truth, we are here. We haven’t lost anything at all, merely gained.
On the journey with you, uncovering what it means to be a balanced and whole woman and mother in this complex world.